… I can’t tell you how long I have had this domain name before I eventually set up a blog (maybe 3+ years?). And then how long the blog has sat here unloved & empty… (maybe 6 months?).

How do I begin to put into words what I want to share? It’s messy. It’s raw. It’s painful. It’s not pretty. At all. Why do I even want to share? Do I need some sort of approval or validation for being messed up?

So, despite the fear & anxiety clutching at my heart I am beginning.

It doesn’t need to be perfect. I just need to start.

And by pressing “publish” I will have started….!